Something new

I know I have been talking a lot about how much I will miss this place, BUT, there is an important but involved. I made a choice, and it was mine. I made the decision to move back to Sweden because my future is there, and because I know that that's where I am the best version of me, where I'm close to family, and where I have always known I want to live when I settle down.

I can't wait to see fall emerge and wear knitted big sweaters and see all the colors change in Sweden.
I am so excited to see the first snow fall for the first time in 4 years.
I'm excited about what kind of job I will get.
I love the fact that I will get to visit my niece and nephew whenever I want.

I can't wait to just be...swedish.

It's important to keep in mind right now (for myself, but also for the people I care about) that I am going through a transitioning phase. I have lived here for almost 4 years, and right now I'm applying for jobs back home, I have tons of work to do in school, I don't know where I'll be able to find an apartment in Stockholm, I will have to say goodbye to people here soon that I don't know if I'll ever see again in my life, so I am sorry if I'm a bit emotional and can't be on top and the happy me all the time.
I know that everything will be just fine, and I can't wait until everything is settled and I get to live my own life, with a job, my own interests and routines.

Just bare with me.

I'm coming home because I want to come home.