Then what?

I am graduating in September.
I am an international student.
I am allowed to apply for a 12 month work visa when I have my degree, but, then what?
A very real scenario is that when that OPT visa expires, I will have no choice but to move back to Sweden in 2016.

Through the years, I've wanted to leave California and move back to Sweden 4 times, and the last time I really thought I would leave. I was gonna start a new life in Sweden. But something happened, that got me thinking. And I am certain that some things in life are just meant to be, circumstances will change to allow the right things to happen. I wasn't ready to leave although I thought I was for a while. I was meant to stay.

I'm here, and I have no clue what my future will bring, and even though that is exciting, I still want stability. It's what I'm longing for. Right now though, stability feels pretty far away. But then again, you never know.

The only thing I know as of this moment, is that I am incredibly grateful for the people I have in my life here. And in Sweden. The ones who want to stay in my life will stay, and the ones I want in my life I will keep. That's the way it is.

I love love love the friends I have that know I'm always in their heart even though it might be months without any contact. I miss you all every day.

Without friendship and love, I'm nothing.

And as for the title of this post..I'm just as eager as you guys to find out where I will be a year from now.