I'm smiling uncontrollably. I have butterflies. I feel some sort of rush through my body plenty of times every day. I'm laughing. I feel sooooo good.
Who thinks I'm in love? Correct.
I'm in love. But I'm in love with my life, nothing else.
I'm a little superstitious yes, and I've read a lot about the fact that 2015 was a rough year, or a year filled with changes, for the majority of the worlds population, and it certainly was for me.
I actually woke up on January 1st feeling like a new person. Honestly. And I feel better every day.
These two weeks since the new year started have been the best in a long time. I've realized that a lot of what I was feeling at the end of 2015 was pure illusion. I couldn't be happier over the fact that I'm finally back to feeling like my old self.
I'm working out, I'm working, I'm sleeping like a baby every night, I spend time with amazing, inspiring people every day, and I feel like I've finally found my place. I love my apartment and I'm so proud of it. I love my job, and I'm really proud of that too.
Everything happens for a reason, and some things may be really rough but it always teaches you something. The most important lesson I learned from 2015 was to trust my gut instinct. When red flags turn up at the beginning of summer..don't ignore them and dismiss them for months, just trust them and save yourself precious time and sometimes pain. Don't ever ignore the gut feeling, because you always know.
What I know about 2016 so far, is that I love Amsterdam, that you can still party like a rockstar until 7.30 am and meet cool people to have awesome nights with even though you're 30, and that I'm going to Dubai in March.
I think I know some more but that'll be my secret for now.
I'm happy. I'm really happy. After rain comes sunshine, every time. Remember that.